Tonight was a good time - that's alot for me to say; as most my friends know; playing live is my least favorite thing in the world. But tonight went well; i've got a new method to dealing with my anxiety; it's called Denial... basically everytime i start to think about playing; i just tell my brain; you arn't playing, so stop thinking about it. and then my brain says "Righty-O chap" and chills the fuck out for a while; i find that the more free beer and wiskey i feel it, the more it listens to my sage like advice. I hardly knew we were even starting to play till we actually were, then my brain was already engaged so it couldn't sabotage me.
Know your enemy someone said once; I think i'm starting to know myself quite well, thank you.