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Sunday

A quick Jaunt...

Through the year...

The winter sucks party: new apartment, long winter;
late night drunkboy dance party, Eva came over for one
of the first times, blew a fuse on todd's stereo...


Got my stereo ripped off, concidered it Karma for
hurting Adrienne...

have you heard this story?

Pretty self explainitory really; Scotty how's your
little one these days? must be big and strong
w/ all that man milk you've been feeding him...

drinking at at the airport lounge w/ 3 total dudes.


tiger.

Test-todd-sterone

This is... new years day? i think... why do i hate
New Years Day so much? Oh yeah...
it's because now that the holidays
are over - all there is left now is the yawning
black whole of endless winter...

Swami Tanner


fan base

Emily is a picture hog i've realized,
and you can't accuse me of just taking
alot of pictures of her since most of the time
i wasn't the one w/ the camera...


This one worked out really well...
Brian plays the broken hearted neon blues

Out of so many of our shows w/ NM,
One of my favorite shows was the one at
Landon Street Cafe, i can't say why exactly
maybe because it was snowing really bad
and the rides there and back were dangerous,
especially w/ me and Todd High and rocking
out to CCR...
There was something about what we were
playing around that point i was enjoying
during this show i played the bass a bit,
processing it through my Korg.


This baby doll was sitting on top of the gas pump
it appeared to be suffering from Cleft Pallete.


Ben, obsuring the light.


Me in the wood

Nature's geometry

Montpelier...
I'll remember this day for a long time... Eva and I
took a day trip here, just to poke around and catch
a flick. Eva makes the most mundane events little
adventures...


Setting Sun in Vermont

JB and Eva, getting to know each other...

Sewing my pants, i gave up on that pair a while ago...
i couldn't do much more for them, but i got them to
stablize though. There's only a small hole in the crotch
now, once i patch it up... they should be good for another
winter.


Pure Poppers in their natural habitat
notice the look the C. Miller is giving me, this is how
they comunicate their distaste for picture taking.
facinating...


hmmm.

hmmm?

Gooooooombaaaaaaa!!!! WAP!

... hippes.

Bengela cutting rug.

guess who...

winter time... there's something about it that
makes for some really great shows.

What's not on Eva's mind....

that's me....


Narthex RIP.

you too hitler...


Graveyard behind my grandparents house,
it was really windy, cold that day... i think it
was easter.

miss you already

Monday

How was your day?

Pickin' and Grinnin'

Everyone is going out, picking apples, driving way to slow, endangering people in traffic while gawking at folliage, wearing colorfull layers of red and brown and orange and green, drinking ginger infused hot cider like it was the elixor of life, eating all things spiced, mulled, baked and pickled - sitting out in the fading light, bundled against the chill, smoking cigarettes and talking of a year past and the long winter ahead - and yeah, i'm one of them.

I baked my first apple pie this week, i've had a hand in a few in the past, but this one was all me, i went into it with a critics eye; apple pie has never been my #1 pie, i've always had a few criticisms of apple pie, mostly that they were too sweet, and too mushy. The two things about apples i like the most is that they're crisp and tart, so i wanted to make sure those qualities survived the pie-ification process - so i reduced the amount of sugar i used, and mostly used brown sugar when i did use it, (organic, if anyone cares... i don't particularly.)The Apples i used were Empires, which were very crisp, and a tartness that falls somewhere between a granny smith and a macintosh, good eatin apples, but not bad for baking either.
For the crust i used vegi shortening, combined with a bit of butter... i'm a butter boy, there's nothing that butter and maple surup can't make better, unless it's diabetes or heart disease. Flour, a bit of salt, icewater, simple really... i decided on one bottom crust - and a special top.

I was raised on maple... there's nothing it can't be used in, and in this case i used it to make my top crust, a oatmeal maple pecan crust; about 1 1/2 cup of crushed pecans, 1/2 cup of maple surup, 1/4 brown sugar, 1 1/2 cups oatmeal 3 tbsp of butter (oh yeah...) all hand mixed and layered over the apple filling.

Bake at 375 for... i don't remember, maybe 1 1/2 hours. Yum... the apples still have a bit of crispness, and their tartness is still there, but with added woodiness of cinamon, nutmeg, and allspice... compliments the crispy sweet chewiness of the top crust and buttery flakeyness of the bottom...

Pie Blog eat your heart out ;D

The rest of the weekend was wonderfull as well, lots of sunlight and relaxation - my first sitting instruction at the shambhala center saturday morning, lunch and park bench sitting with JB and Mike, apple picking, trespassing, and The Cos, w/ Eva and Margot. what more could a boy want?

Sunday

Rrrrrrrrrrrrobbbbinnn!!!!!!

Last night i subjected Eva and Margot to one of my favorite childhood films - Robin Hood: Prince of Theives - Kevin Costner's post oscar ego trip, and my first date movie, i think it was the summer before 5th grade, her name was Hillary Plant, and she was the captain of 6th grade cheerleaders... Needless to say, everything i did, i did it for her... for about 3 weeks.

I hadn't seen it in about 5 years, and i was excited because this was the director's cut, bringing back something like 10 minutes of footage, alot of it developing the characters of Alan Rickman (i say alan rickman and not The Sheriff of Nottingham, because that roll was all rickman...) and his mother (that's right...) the Wicked Crone... It's even more over the top campy, and hilarious.

I remember allusions to witchcraft, and devil warship from the theatrical version, like the scene were the Sheriff confronts Robin's father, in a devilish mask surrounded by his robed followers, or a scene when the wicked crone advises him to enlist the help of the barbarians that "share their same god" - it seemed in that version she was refering confusingly to money, or perhaps, jebus... But watching the film as the director intended we get treated to the real deal, Alan Rickman is a full on devil warshipper, complete with cauldron and upside down cross, and in one bit of heavy handed religious commentary (more on that later) we're treated to a scene where Rickman looks at the upside down cross, takes it, and turns it rightside up, noting how it doesn't really make a difference which way it's turned does it? clever...

There are scenes that upon rewatching i have to wonder to myself... i watched this when i was how old? Severed hands, Racism, religious disolusionment, Swears!, and a long drawn out scene of Alan Rickman trying to rape poor Maid Marian while a priest looks on in glazed disconcern... meanwhile the music and mood suggest a sort of rolicking adventure, oh and things are lit with florenscence... wtf?

Either way, this movie is Terrible... so Terrible, in fact that it rocks... (christian slater as will scarlet!? hell yes... i kept on waiting for him to run to his little tree house and start broadcasting radio free sherwood...) and as we start to pull away from the 20th century we can start to see the 90's in it's on distinct light, and this movie will stand out along side of grunge, and... say... Batman and Robin, as quinessentially 90's, for better or worse... I'd still recommend watching this oaf of a film, if only to get your mullet and jerkins Costner fix... you know you need it.

And to follow it up, here's a snippet from the Film Atheist's review:

While filled with religious imagery and 1990s-style spiritual political correctness, is there some bold atheistic (or theistic) statement you can pluck from Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves? I'm sure many will find that Kevin Costner's performance is sufficient poof of the non-existence of God. After all, would a perfectly good God allow Costner's on-again, off-again, British-like accent to exist? Or permit his detached, somnolent line readings of inspirational speeches? Ah, but don't fall into that trap, for any theist can turn these points around on you, saying that Costner's complete inability to display basic human emotions is best explained as the work of the Devil, and if there is a Devil, there must be a God. I'm afraid that this is a neutral flick, with regard to significant theological matters. So why am I examining it? Because of its exorbitant religious rhetoric; I just couldn't' pass it up. |the rest|


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And finally as a much added bonus, for all those Alan Rickman fans out there, (you know who you are...) a little Alan Rickman montage from the film, set to Brian Adams rousing "Everything i do..." i dare you to watch the whole thing...

Thursday

It doesn't get nerdier than this...

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Tuesday

Lois Lane, you hussy...

Came across this website featuring a ton of old Superman and Lois Lane comic covers, aparently Lois had her own series for a time... can anyone tell me if this is still in print and if not, why the hell not...hmmmm... starting to notice.... a theme...

interesting....
this is better than Nip/Tuck

marrying a convict on death row, the night he's going to die... w/ superman, your most recent lover as a witness... well, to be fair, this was probably what, the 50's... people probably recieved capital punishment for having a poorly defined hair part.... or wearing brown shoes and a black belt...

Sunday

Pretty kitty

"JC Penny's with Dead Palm and Succulent"


So this weekend was JC Penny's first weekend in her new home, and also her first weekend with her newly reinstated name, since SP and Toby decided about a year ago to rename her as Neyko, which is apparently Japanese for Cat, clever... not that it matters all that much with JC, since from what i can tell i could call her Hillary Rodham Clinton and she'd still just stare at me with indifference... did i say indifference, i meant love...

I kid, in fact - aside from a little nervous transport peeing (she's notoriously bad in vehicles... i found this out a few years back when she pee'd, pooped, and threw up on me during one 20 minute car ride.) she's settled in quite nicely, the first evening was alot of skulking around behind things, nervous tentative smelling, random freakouts and the occasional lonely mew... but after a while she relaxed, i put out food for her, in her favorite little kitty food bowl, gave her a little succulent plant by her water bowl - she started to pur again.

It also helped that the night before i brought my old baby blanket over to toby and SP's so that she could get a little accustomed to my smells again, i was really excited to see her sniff it once, and then immediately try to burrow her way into it - SP said she slept on it all night long, which is good, cause i cried myself to sleep that night, being the first night in 25 years without it...

Now it's a couple of days later and JC is the queen of the castle again - she's taken to a few key locations, she has her perches on top of the orange couches that look down onto Pearl street and all it's goings on (mostly alot of "ooooh fuck you ya fuckin fucker, bitch you ain't my fuckin' mutha, mutha fucka..." etc till all hours of the weekend night..), and a little kitty bed that i didn't think would work, but she actually loves it... She's back to her old self again, and i've been reminded just how great it was to have her around... I know everyone thinks their cat's are the best, or the cutest, and i know how disgustingly twee all that is to read... especially in a blog... ( is this Live Journal?) But you know what, i'm sorry, JC Penny's got all you bitchass kittens beat... She's the cutest!

(if you're prone to cuteness nausea, skip this next paragraph)

She's shy and sticks to herself, so i don't get annoyed with her rubbing on me constantly, but when she wants affection she comes right over and hops up on my lap, usually she does a little belly kneading, and then curls up for a while... when she's hungry she'll let me know, and then thanks me profusely, at night she wants under the covers for some puring and snuggling and when I come home from work she circles and then rolls over and shows me her big fluffy tummy, with her paws tucked up by her cheeks, and rolls around like that till i embarrass her with tummy kisses...cute little tummy kisses....

ahem.

(Ok. i'm done now.)

Anyway, so beyond all that the weekend was wonderful, and since i was expecting JC to be a super freak i made plans to stay in with her all weekend ... Eva came over Friday night to help with any kitty care, but by Saturday morning it was pretty apparent that she was fine, that we were all hungry, and that it was a beautiful Saturday morning.
Eva went out and hunted for breakfast while i stayed in and gathered up all the dirty dishes and cleaned the kitchen in preparation for a hearty autumn breaky - and boy was it hearty, we had to enlist Margot's help.

Breakfast consisted of

1 can fancy feast seafood banquet for JC

McKenzie maple smoked bacon
vt goat cheese scrambled organic eggs
whole grain homemade waffles
French pressed coffee (house blend, beans from uncommon grounds)
Orange Juice (Odwalla)
and fresh cut apples, bananas and raspberry's

all to the tune of Elton John (honkey chateau) and Ziggy Stardust. perfect.




After breakfast we digested with a couple episodes of six feet under (JB, Eva and Margot haven't seen it yet, so that means i get to relive it vicariously through them...) and then after a bit of prodding Eva convinced me that JC was fine, and that their was a drive to be taken. Alas their was, and it lasted us the afternoon into the evening as we drove out to Eva's old hometown of Johnson, and around through some back roads to the Stowe area. Of course, this is Vermont, and it's Fall, so it was beautiful, i'm not going to go into details, because if you live here, you already know how glorious it is, and how fucking annoying it is to hear from tourists and the like just how beautiful the place that you live in, is. I know, i live here, go back to Hartford.
I did think to myself as we were driving around, "fuck... this is really great." and a few times i was made to grin and stare like a fool and some sun struck vista or another... I'm a Vermonter, i was born here, in the sticks no less, but i'm so often surprised by it. I feel lucky for that... (then i remember how much i pay for rent...) I could have just as easily been born in some Suburb of some shitty satellite city of some major city in new jersey. Hell, i could have been born in Newark...
I also have to thank Eva, who somehow makes every thing we do together, that much better... she has this enthusiasm for experience that is bewildering. She can be so jaded sometimes, down right morbid (who isn't... i guess) and then in the next moment she's like a young girl full of excitment and novelty... getting to be with her while enjoying a lazy drive in the mountains, doesn't get much better.

Anyway, after a lot of sights, alot of good music (ipod on random w/ a little help from Eva's birthday mix (slow version)) rambling conversation, cigarettes, fresh breezed windows, sunglasses, warm sweaters, hot apple cider, hot apple cider donuts, maple tea, a bus load of Asians, and a few more cigarettes - we made it home, and called it a night... JC was curled up in her little cat bed.

The next day, was the perfect compliment to the previous, i woke up to a dark grey rainy window, and in the living room JB had been up for hours before me and was putting the finishing touches on another disk of 6 feet. I sat down and pulled a blanket over my legs, with in a minute JC was there, kneading away at my belly and purring...

And on a funny note, i happened to catch JC in this position:

after i had said "JC what are you doing!?" she stopped and looked at me as if considering "indeed what am i doing?" and continued to sit in this awkward position like she had forgotten that she was in it, for at least a minute or two...

Ok, i'm done now, i promise this will be the first and last epic post about my cat. (yeah right)

Eva has her side of the story here